sometimes i keep on asking myself….” what’s wrOng with me?am i the ugliest living person on the entire earth…no one wants to commit with me…to love…to render cares….caress….send me great & romantic messages….this is what makes me to cry hard for i have this feeling of….am i the baddiest woman on earth for i loved a man that couldn’t give back the love i have for him…..sometimes i want to die…sometimes depressions attack me…but i keep on fighting it for i know and im still hoping that in the remaining 4months God will bless me and give me the man i am praying to be my husband.,but if not and nothing happens within that months…i guess i have to make a major decision in my life….and that is to TOTALLY CLOSE MYSELF AND MY HEART to anyone and to the possibiliites of falling for him…if he only knew how much important he is to me…how much i wanted to see him…to be with him…but i know it’s impossible…considering our status in life…im just an ordinary woman on earth nothing interesting on me…aside that when i fall in-love…i am ONE-MAN-WOMAN..faithful…honest…understanding…caring…thoughtful…everything that he wanted me to be….
my life…my lovelife…
“I would just sit there and lick the pages.”
- Robert Pattinson, joking about what he would do with the risqué book 50 Shades of Grey, at San Diego’s Comic-Con
